so i was bouncing around a bit just now, trying to figure out how to improve this blog attempt of mine and i was reading what i have on here so far and it struck me as mildly humorous that i'm the only person that ever reads this crap. i'm sure some psychologist could draw some interesting conclusions about my mental stability or lack there of by the fact that i write all this like someone else is gonna read it, when they never really do. then again, there's nothing wrong with a little self-serving flattery once-in-a-while. maybe years from now this page will be ellaborate and witty and "cutting edge" and such and people will find it amusing to reread (nix the "re" i suppose) my initial comments to see all the stupid crap i was espousing. yes yes. love the big words sometimes.
i'm pleased that i've started writing in here more. sometimes i'm amazed that people are given the opportunity to write a "column" in mass produced media publications. they often, if not always, consist of their thoughts on a particular topic that just popped in their head and i wonder, what's so freakin' unique about the crap this guy's got to say. (you, the imaginary reader are probably asking yourself the same thing right now)